Why am I up at exactly 1:01 AM writing a blog post? Hmmmm…
January was a hard month to get through. And a long one at that.
Two car accidents, two parking tickets, sick for about two weeks, made a horrible first impression on the love of my life’s father, and people at work probably hate me.
The little angel sitting on my shoulder (or I’m going through schizophrenia) tells me to focus on the positive. “Remember your New Year’s resolution, April?”
FUUUUUUUUUCCCKKKKKKKK POSITIVITY.
I throw my middle fingers up at you.
But alas, February is a new month. Dear GOD please let it be better.
And since I have to set an example for you kiddies out there (all two of you who may come across this blog) I SHOULD in fact focus on SOMETHING positive.
The good things in January:
I spent a lot of time with someone who makes me very very happy ^_~ He is very special to me and I have never thought I could feel this way for someone before… I don’t think I ever HAVE felt this way for someone before O.o every minute with him is precious and yet hours seem too short. I find myself constantly thinking about him
Slimmed down on the hobbies! I am actually very proud of that. No spending binges to compensate for the empty spot in my life T.T Maybe because that spot is filled and overflowing XD <3
Awoke to the powers of caffeine. I have only been drinking coffee for about a week every weekday morning for work. Yesterday was the first day I have not had caffeine, and had about 5-6 hours of sleep. I thought I was going to go crazy T.T After work I came home and crashed for about two hours… >.< Until my alarm woke me up for Capoeira.
Ahhhhh… speaking of Capoeira. I always go into class feeling hesitant… with swirls of negative thoughts in my head. When I leave though, I am happy and proud of myself for putting forth more effort. And yaaaaaaay I get exercise hahaha. Who knew that nerdy comic artist/gamer/closet musician April would actually get off her ass and move… I’m getting my first belt in April! So excited XD
Those were the positive highlights. For February I hope to achieve several small goals.
Learn one song on the guitar by the end of the month. (Which requires me to actually make love to PLAY the guitar.)
Record one new video for a new youtube channel I am planning
And plan some more collaborations with other artists! I definitely want to branch out to other genres of music, instead of just rock (which I love to death lol. But I need to broaden my horizons). I’m thinking jazz and pop most of all <3
Gain back healthy weight T.T
Numerous sewing related projects that need to be started on :V
Band activities, GO GO GO!!! My drummer got her drums! So excited to do jam sessions!!!
There’s more but I don’t want to give myself too many projects. Then it just seems like a chore, instead of something I enjoy.
Now I’m going to work on the healthy weight and then get 4 hours of sleep. Hahahaha.